Last night, I admitted to my mom that I run a risk of getting out of the Dean's List because of my PE and Trig grades. She started going on and on about my scholarship, about why I shouldn't compare myself to Trisha, Minseun, and my other DL friends because I'm 'different', etc.
Darn it. There's a BIG difference between a 3.0 GPA with no grade lower than 2, and a 2.0 GPA. The latter, I know I can do it, even with my hated subjects. But a 3.0 GPA with no grade lower than 2.0 when I have PE and Trig at the same time is just asking for a lot. I mean, I worked harder this term to pass than I did during first term. No more Malate residency---I might get kicked out of the org if I don't catch it up soon. I didn't cut class. Actually did my homework. I really don't know what more I could have done.
I think I hate the disappointment more than the fact. I suppose I could care less, but I can't stop caring. And I suppose I should be thankful that I can keep my scholarship still (and I am, really). Still, it sucks when you feel you have the cloud of shame hanging over your head when in reality, it need not be that bad after all.
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