Thursday, January 8, 2009

life is ever changing, and it's not my will, but His

New term, new life? Not really, and yet maybe so. In  less than 48 hours, so many things have happened to the point that I feel I've got the wind momentarily knocked out of me:

-Taking all my classes with my blockmates for the first time in what seems to be forever

-Realizing that "I am really majoring in BS-Psychology". This is the effect of taking so many major classes in one term.

-Learning that at least two people I know personally are now teaching at DLSU. Ohmigosh.

- Reunions with psych buddies and of course my ka-YFCs. So much fun, yet so much going on!

-Actually getting some of the preparations straight for the upcoming youth camp. Faci training is in MY house.

-Catching up with some of the people who've been like my big sisters: Noey and Ate Ynah.

-Attending worship for the first time this year.

It's been 2 days since the term started, and I've been put out of my comfort zone. I have to let go of some people, things and habits that have become my safety net. I have to dare to try some things, and to trust that God will make these things happen.

I used to think I was a little girl carrying big bags. However, I think God is trying to tell me, "Those bags aren't entirely yours to carry."

Again, the value of surrender.

1 comment:

  1. Aww. Ok lang yan Kat :) New term, new experiences (hopefully better ones):D

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