just get it over with...

I really would still be sleeping now if Jade and Dan hadn't texted me.

Ah yes. The day before my final exams. No use worrying about the stuff I can't do anything about anymore. *cough*chemASA*cough*. At least there's net at home. At least Wicket (despite her being under the weather) is okay company. Hopefully it doesn't rain later, so that I can go with my mom and Clar to Cello's after lunch (parang ang lapit sa bahay...LOL!)

I'm a little scared for the outcome of my grades. Just a 1.5 in my chem subjects or even a 2.0 would be great! I'm a tad worried about my experimental psych grades but I suppose I'll do just fine, God willing. Too much hinges on tomorrow's exam. And I keep going over my notes and my book, but I know there's nothing much that I can do save to read over, and over again. It's kind of maddening actually.

For the first time in my DLSU life...I am not sure if I'm going to get higher than 3.5 in anything. Maybe my philosophy grade will be as good as it gets. Possibly the same can be said for expsych lab, englstress, and theories of personality. I'll be lucky to even get a 3.0 in the rest. Goodbye dean's lister life. Again. Hopefully not. When I think about confounds and factors that could have contributed to this less-than-ideal state, I don't know what actually happened. Maybe it's my being a little scatter-brained. Maybe it's my not being particularly confident with science subjects. Maybe it's my occasional lack of focus. Or maybe it's just that "gulong ng palad" again. Or maybe it's God's way of telling me not to be so overconfident.

When I was in high school, I used to think that college was a cinch, that things would be great, that there was no reason that I'd have the same problems that my ates and kuyas warned me about. Now that I'm actually there...yeah, I guess they were right in saying that it takes more than just human effort to pull one through.