Monday, August 18, 2008

...trying to be a better sister

This afternoon was well...blessed at the same time draining. I really wish it had been a happier occasion for all of us (YFC comm based, AC girls, teachers, etc). Still, I am glad we got to honor and remember a truly amazing girl who made such a profound difference in her own way.

Just hearing about Eeka gave me more motivation to love and support the rest of us who are dealing with her absence. I may not give hugs as well or as often, but I can at least be there. Like in the way she was, and always will be.

To Lui, Pink, Mong, Monica, Sarah, Geri, Missy, Mara, Lumi...there are just too many of you to mention...I love you all. And I'm there if you need moral support in any form whatsoever.

To Niki, Ate Carla, Kristine, Gelo, and Bea...I am so glad you came. I am so glad we did not have to all grieve alone.

Eeka, sis, I know you need not read this (you already know)---but remembering you also made me reflect on how I've been going about things this last week. I think I might have seriously hurt some people (especially at least one of my brothers) by the things I said.

God, give me the grace to do better...especially during this week when we need love the most.

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