Monday, July 14, 2008

driven to distraction

Sheesh, can't I get anything right nowadays?

I sure could use a case of dissociative amnesia, at least a selective case wherein I'll forget some of my problems of the last 24 hours. I know I shouldn't be so temperamental (my parents, my sister and Kuya Niki have been telling me that for days). I know I should seriously get my act together (have midterms tomorrow, and I still am buzzing about school reading on poetry therapy). I know I should keep things in perspective and my reactions under control (should stop throwing things at people)

I just keep trying to tell myself to let go and let God. But it's so, so hard to do sometimes.

I'm emo today. And nothing in my psychology studies can help me.

4 comments:

  1. i agree.. sometimes it's so hard to let go and let God.... sometimes we end up asking ourselves "how in the world will i do that!?" i am personally still trying to master it... but you see.. it is the ultimate challenge for us. But you know kat... if this makes you feel better... when you're in school, it is actually easier to let God and let go... because the world seems smaller unlike if you're a graduate na, it seems that the world triples its size and everything becomes a problem. You can do it!!!! Discipline... Confidence... Faith.... that's all there is! God bless you!

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  2. i knew it! you ARE emo! but i'm sure you'll get over it. baka kasi masyado mo nang iniisip ang mga isipin. unaware ka siguro nasa-psychologize mo na ang sarili mo... hinay-hinay lang Kat. kaya mo naman yan eh... cliché ito, oo pero i'm still saying it... believe in yourself! yakang-yaka yan! :3

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  3. Thanks for the advice. Grabe, ang sabog talaga ako...pagpray mo na lang ako na maayos na rin.

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  4. Heh, kaya that's why I don't like spending my breaks with psych majors...paminsan minsan kailangan bumalik ako sa pagiging TAO. Thanks talaga. :)

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